Heredity

Probably for heredity, when I was 14, I was about to gaining weight: I had a small waist and plumpish hips and legs. Looking at the beautiful girls in colored magazines I spent most of my time in the fight against excess weight ... and with myself. My friends advised to engage in sports, to do some exercises, to limit myself to eat. I tried, but maybe it was not enough to be beautiful and graceful. However gym, shaping, aerobics done their work and I dropped a few lb, my weight was 125 lb, and I felt more attractive. Exercises helped me greatly.

Soon I met a wonderful man and we got married. I was 22 years. My husband gained over me that I stayed at home. I was excited! I enjoyed cooking, did our house comfy, but after a short time I became bored. I almost never went to somewhere, stopped going to the gym, and my hands were dragged to the fridge every time ... One sandwich, cookies, and piece of cake in between household chores ... This way my days were passing... I tried to restrain myself, but it was stronger than me. The result could be seen very well - I began to fatten even more than before. At first, my husband liked my figure, and he said that my large breasts were beautiful, but I still felt that he was moving away from me. His words – “you have a beautiful face and you would look ten years younger, if you were not so thick” - caused great pain within me. I was confused, I stopped wearing pants, and I was afraid to even think about the bathing suits! After 2 years my weight reached 160 lb. I quitted going to my favorite Kohls Promo Code, because even all the cashiers knew me as a slender girl. I learned much about good diet and limited myself of all, lost 4 or 6 lb, which returned to me after a few days. I took medicine pills which made less my appetite, but those were just destroying my liver and stomach! Morning exercises were of no use. I was suffering. I felt terrible, thick! I came up to heredity! I was ashamed to show my body. My husband did not give me any attention, and once when we were walking down the street, I saw how he was looking at the shapely women! I was very frightened; I understood that my life, my marriage was crumbling. No, I made up my mind to overcome my heredity. When I got home I shut up myself in the bathroom and was there for an hour, thinking what I should do, how to live in the future. I was sure I should have to change something and first of all to change my attitude to life. I thought about all the ways that I tried to lose weight again and again. I’ll win! Until now, I haven’t understood yet how I happened to convince myself that everything was not lost, that everything would be fine, if….Probably I was in love with my husband. With these thoughts, I went to bed and slept soundly.